Wednesday, March 31, 2010

At the nails shop

-I love your skirt
-Thank you
-You don't work today?
-I'm done for today
-Oh you work early
-I've started early today. However I don't usually work 8 hours in a row
-No? What do you do?
-I teach Italian.
-How many hours a day?
-It depends. Some days I work for a couple of hours, some other days for 4 hours. Also, there are days I don't work at all.
-Ahahahahah you don't work at all! Ahahahah, you're funnyyyy!!!

Still wondering why she was laughing.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

printed on underwear

I have the pussy, so I make the rules.


Monday, March 29, 2010


every day has been hard over the last year.
every single day.
you'd think that it could not get harder than this.
you're wrong.
unexpectedly you think that one year ago you were in Vegas and gave birth to your little miracle.
one year ago. and you can barely breathe.
a whole month of being pregnant without knowing it.
and then the news, which you found out just by chance.
and could not believe it.
and then the nightmare.
it's time to have a new miracle.
it's time to start thinking of giving yourself a new chance.
it's time to wear a smile.
an authentic one.
time to give it a try.
what if.....?
if you never try, you'll never know.
yes, right.
However the fear to go through what I went through, which was almost endless, paralyzes me.
But I cannot act as if I were already dead.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

che pure certi scazzi.

Friday, March 26, 2010


those days when you get up and can't wait to go back to sleep.
today is one of those days.
low energy.

e pure tanti giramenti di palle.
this must be the reason why i feel exhausted. too many giramenti.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

The gift of an ordinary day

The music is pathetic.
and you may think she is pushing too much, but overall it's a good, true piece. I liked t.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010


bad news once again????

(che poi parli con tua suocera e ti fa
Va bene dai le macchine si rifanno.
me le paghi tu?)

Sunday, March 21, 2010

My landlord said:

-I'd really love to see you pregnant while in this house.

Over and over again, she can't stop saying this.

Friday, March 19, 2010


Talking to Mark, 15 years old.

-My friend has a sister, but she's old.
-How old is she?
-She's 30

Then, they ask you why you're in such a bad mood.

Jack Kerouac - On the road

Perché per me l'unica gente possibile sono i pazzi, quelli che sono pazzi di vita, pazzi per parlare, pazzi per essere salvati, vogliosi di ogni cosa allo stesso tempo, quelli che mai sbadigliano o dicono un luogo comune, ma bruciano, bruciano, bruciano, come favolosi fuochi artificiali color giallo che esplodono come ragni attraverso le stelle e nel mezzo si vede la luce azzurra dello scoppio centrale e tutti fanno Oooohhh!

Sunday, March 14, 2010

At the supermarket

-any question ma'am?
-No, thanks. I'm just waiting for my husband
-Oh well, that's legal at Trader Joe's


Tuesday, March 9, 2010

tomorrow trip back to LA

Monday, March 8, 2010

on wednesday we'll go back to l.a.
Nice days with our friend, too much food and wine.
I feel round :)

this guy i know wants to meet for coffee.
he has just split up with his girlfriend.
i know he has a crush on me, sort of.
he openly told me it a couple of times.
it makes me feel a bit uncomfortable.
i know he'd prefer to see me alone (because he does not feel free to speak!! this is what he said once (???????))
not that he would ever be a temptation.

crepes with nutella are delicious.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

i'm kind of ashamed.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

here we are

7 hours drive
tired but nice to see friends again

Friday, March 5, 2010

northern california

almost going north.
a long drive tomorrow.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

what the hell

when you were here before
couldn't look into your eyes
you're just like an angel
you float like a feather in a beautiful world.
I wish i was special.


Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Fernando Pessoa

Esiste una stanchezza dell’intelligenza astratta ed è la più terribile delle stanchezze. Non è pesante come la stanchezza del corpo, e non è inquieta come la stanchezza dell’emozione. E’ un peso della consapevolezza del mondo, una impossibilità di respirare con l’anima.

Monday, March 1, 2010

gino paoli

Dont'know what you do but you do it well, (i'm under your spell)