Felipe Benìtez Reyes

Ma la paura era questo?

Non i minacciosi
fantasmi del pensiero e della coscienza.
Non i lunghi corridoi d'ospedale
con tubi fluorescenti giorno e notte.
Neppure il tremore d'irrealtà
che rimane nell'anima se ricordi.

La paura, sembra, è quieta:

arriva quando chiudi la finestra
e capisci che tutto quanto guardi
è lo stesso di ieri, e lo stesso
sarà domani e per sempre.

Farm Lab

i can't be arsed.
i've learned it today, that's nice.


the fact is i'm too tired to care.

lots of thoughts and all of them to be censored.

LALA Land

Today we went to the canyon, once we reached the top, we saw this funny couple.
She is wearing a bikini and high heels.

baking

First ciambellone in months.
over the past months I was too lazy to bake and was not sure how the oven would work.
Now I know I can still bake something as easy as a ciambellone and I know the oven works great. good news!

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it's raining again and after all the bad weather we got in Italy, i'm desperately in need of some good days of sun and warm temperatures.


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how come that strangers can make your days better? make you feel well?
that kind of chemistry is rare and precious to find.
it's kind of instinctive trust.
and you don't even fear to get hurt.
it's marvelous, isn't it?
can't wait to see you again guys.
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driving on the freeway

well

today it's raining. i hate L.A. when it rains.
We returned here a week ago, still fighting with the jet lag.
i wish we were still in italy. there are people i have met over there who have made my life much better and i've been missing them since we arrived.
the future is seriously uncertain, i'm sick of my job, and he has many projects ready to start but not started yet.maybe we'll leave this place, i wish we will.
cannot imagine my life in europe though. it's really tough there and we are spoiled.
we'll see. i am a bit impatient.