Sunday, May 24, 2009

The process will be slow.
Now I know.
I realize it everyday a little bit more.
Now that my life is apparently moving forward I feel that the pain is even harder.
The sense of loss is getting deeper and deeper.
Unbelievable how much a "little dot" can change your priorities.
And now that the little dot has gone, everything else has gone.


At some point I will be better, it will happen for sure.
Think positive, think positive, think positive.

2 comments:

Back in the USA said...

Things can only get better, if you let them. Try and live your life one day at a time and you will accomplish your wishes, or do like me. I took the back door and I am happy I did. Adoption is a wonderful journey and children are all beautiful.

Gao said...

Pain is a fact of our life.
But maybe it can be a door onto something.
Maybe the little dot has left something for you.
Deep in your heart you'll find it.